Spark Zach B (Ft. McGwire)

[Verse 1: Zach B]
We walk a world of pain, we've had our fill, I'm not the same if you could tell
A part of me could never change, I'm like a blade without the hilt
They needed me, I couldn't see it, all we've made and all we've built
Was treated different every time, look, it was shame and it was guilt
I've been holding lots of it, don't know what this option is
Try to do what's right and yet I tend to do the opposite
See, I'm not even sure, it's always me who's always causing this
And I know I can do it, I just might need some more confidence
I'm never competent and never dwelled much on accomplishments
Never one to flee, they couldn't see how I'd acknowledge it
Keep it to myself, I was avoided, always bottled it
And don't think I'm much help, it's really hard to see the positives
Just group me with the novices, I can hear them hating more
Again I've broken promises, this is what they made me for
I know that I'mma honor it, my purpose ain't the same as yours
I've met a couple godesses, they said: "The sea is waiting for us"

[Chorus: McGwire]
Now I'm just holding on
No light until the dawn
One blink and then it's gone
Into the dark
And I'm just holding on
And I just drift along
They tell me: "Keep it strong
Don't lose the spark"