Denouement Capstan

The world I thought I knew
Dissolved and born again
In the form of truth
I was unprepared

All of my indiscretions digested at the same time
Crushing self-awareness without a warning sign

There's no warning sign

For the past five years, I've been a wreck
If I could find my heart, I'd apologize from the bottom of it
Self-destruction is hard to admit

Staring at the aftermath of an ego death
I close my eyes and catch my breath
I can't believe I let myself get this far
Consistently tearing myself apart
Reconstruction so out of reach
Redemption's in the wreckage
Just dig deep beneath

I've been avoiding divine intervention
I've had my head in the clouds, but now I'm ready to come down
I'm hell-bound