Sanctuary St. Nero

[Verse 1]
Praying I don’t have to fly to the sky to find sanctuary
Everything falling apart from the heart I spent January
To December dismembering this life I thank you Mary
Now my mama look at me with the fright she like "Damn you scary!
Can you hear me?
Oh my deary me
Get up this is serious"
I hack and blackout periodically it’s so mysterious
I’d rather slap a cap on dabs if I weren’t so luxurious
Curiously
My reflection’s not so fair it's
Barely recognizable, glaring
Unexorcisable sharing
My soul
Serpents slithering in and out of the holes
Eren
Better get a grip on you, hold
Unless you fold
Pair 'em
But I’m sent straight to the hole
Nothing but cold there and
A pen to write with
Light to read with
I vent all night to a pipe of demons
With the might of Jesus
Get quite mischievous
Fucking Ab-soul guess I've got to fight Misdreavus
Hit 'em with a synonym
I fill 'em with the venom and
I just don't like to force it
But I'm feeling the adrenaline I'm headed in
And the where the fuck is my applause bitch?
So fast that it make you nauseous
Passing up them snacks like you don’t even know what nosh is
Gosh it’s so good to be bad
But I’m fucking cautious
So these habits can inhabit this life 'til I’ve fucking lost it