Lush 6HOST

[Intro]
They all sat around, I remember my step-dad
My dad and my mom were trying to fix it
And like they didn't know what to do
I have that too where I just wanna fix it
And my step-dad just said
He just asked me one question
And he said you know, what is it you feel?
And nobody had ever asked me that
And I really thought about it
I knew exactly how I felt
It felt like I was desperately homesick but I'm home

[Verse 1]
Useless I know it don't know where I'm going
Pour gas on the bridge, watch it burn in slow motion
Get rid of the ash drown my past in the ocean
Been foolishly open with no self-controlling
In love, I'm a lush, I've been drinking too much
My mother keeps me and my brother in touch
Afraid to talk to him, I know I might lose him
Wait for good news or some substance abusing

[Interlude]
When you're in it what happens to you?
Yeah, I've been in the process of
Recognizing when I'm starting to spiral
Doing something about it
Just living through it
The bravery is just in existing