My Own Worst Enemy Milk In The Microwave

[Verse]
I'm my own worst enemy and everyone agrees
If I wasn't in my way, my life would be a breeze
If I could go one day without tripping on my feet
I'd have done great things by now
As it stands, I'm so unsure of where my future leads
That I'd give my organs if it meant I could be free
From the pit that I dug myself and left myself to bleed
But I'd spiraled too far down
I'm my Joker, Lex Luthor, my emperor Palpatine
I'm the dagger in my chest that everyone can see
I'm a mess, I'm a martyr, I'm a narcissistic queen
High on vanity and dopamine
I burn my candles at both ends until the wicks complete
I think I'd give the world more value as a cut of meat
I haven't lived without you since I was thirteen
'Cause I've always done something wrong
I wake up in the morning and it makes me want to cry
That I live another day when many young potentials die
That my life is for no-one else to live, but I
So I gotta give it one more try