ᶠᵃᵈⁱⁿᵍ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵘʳ ᵐᵉᵐᵒʳʸ (fading from ur memory) Lil Soda Boi

I'm in your hands grasping for my neck tightly
But I can't breathe
Everythings a secret
Telling me to just be
Do you see
I'm in your hands grasping for my neck tightly
But I still bleed
I don't know what keeps me happy when I'm in grief

Nothing makes me happy
I can't feel my feelings
Dope just keeps me feeling okay
Dead flowers inside my bouquet
(X2)

I can feel u right here baby
It's crazy I live in a fantasy
It's so far I'm fading
From your memory
Your memory
You thought u could try and save me
But lately
All I do is hate me
I guess ill be always waiting
Patiently
For you
Im laced, please
I'm in your hands grasping for my neck tightly
But I can't breathe
Everythings a secret
Telling me to just be
Do you see
I'm in your hands grasping for my neck tightly
But I still bleed
I don't know what keeps me happy when I'm in grief