Condemned Original Cast of His Story the Musical (Ft. Black Gryph0n, Chase Crandell, Jamal Moore & Rachel Charity Brown)

[ADULTERESS]
They pulled me out into the street
My shame there in the open
My lover left and left me
Helplessly naked and broken

Why must I be so careless
Why couldn't I say no
I took the luxury of his lust
Where I should've turned to go

That's where things went off the deep end
I knew what I was doing
I felt the guilt seepin’ deeper
Into me as he knew me
Then he threw me away
Trapped flattered as he whispered stay

I'm trying, I'm trying
I'm trying to be ok
But let's be real, I'm going down anyway

I'm trying, I'm trying
I'm trying but I'm ashamed
God if You see me please look away