Decades Void of Vision

Am I more than a memory?

Another sign of the times that I should leave this behind
Or do I rue the day I didn't run away?
Is it the same to forget the taste as if been replaced?
Well, c'est la vie, I guess I'll runaway

In your head it's all heaven sent
But I've never been, never been
Such a should've been, could've been
In your head it's all heaven sent
But I've never been, never been
Such a should've been, could've been
'Til I'm dead

It's all about to explode
Let go of everything you know
It's the price we pay for the lives we sold
What can I say when you ask if it's a waste?
When you can't even take the truth in the first place?
How can I throw it all away?
When you've got nothing left then it's all too late
I never thought I'd feel this lonely
Face down in the dirt while it all just kills me slowly

Is this all that I'll ever be?
Am I more than a memory?