Fall more slowly Nova

[Chorus:]
I'm up (?)
I swerve from the words
'Cause I'm not tryna speak
I'm out of my way again
I just don't know where I went
I fall more slowly
I can't get back again

[Verse I:]
All I know
If this is how it goes
Then I don't wanna know what's next
Let me change the subject
I'm out again
Don't know where I went
There's no turning back
And the time's burning past you

[Verse II:]
It's too late, falling up
It's too much, had enough
And I still don't know just what's next
I go out my head again
Don't know what you said again
I don't where I'm headed when
Up is all I've ever been
All that I have said I regret
Can't go back again
I'm working out the steps
Tryna gеt where I have to gеt
I know there's so much on the line
I'm never tryna give it back
Took so long to find it
If I lose that I couldn't live with that