19 BIRTHDAY JOHNNASCUS

[Intro]
I don't like this dream, I must wake up
Fuck this life, I'll break out the prison of time

[Verse]
Number one-nine, I am nineteen
Wasted another year made no change
I've only made some change (Yah, kumo)
Guess I'm grown living on my own (Kumo)
Thanks to GI bill, 'cause really I am so bloody broke (Yah, kumo)
Social anxiety still got me by the neck
Can't be like "Fuck it, fuck it", 'cause I overthink all the time
Wanna leave the old me, put him to the crows
Wanna kill myself to regrow
Anything to break thе cycle
The cycle of habits, cyclе of habits

Motherfuckin' everything, that I wanna be mentally
Is the opposite of me currently
And it's been like this since i was fifteen
I like the thoughts of it but take no steps
But when I do, I just back track
Or I just go around and around

Fuck this predetermined life
I need to move forward
I just need to move forward
Fuck the voice in my head, I'll control it
I just need to move forward
Fuck the voice in my head, I'll control it
I just need to move forward
Fuck the voice in my head, I'll control it
I just need to move forward
Fuck the voice in my head, I'll control it
I just need to move forward
Fuck the voice in my head, I'll control it