Happy RET TRO

[Chorus]
Yeah, feelin' so
Fucked up, fucked up, yeah
Sinkin’ feelin' in my heart
Got me feelin'
Fucked up, fucked up-up
Cold
Feelin’ so
Fucked up, fucked up, yeah
Sinkin' feelin' in my heart
Got me feelin'
Fucked up, fucked up-up
Cold

[Verse]
I wanted to be like all the other kids
But wearin' a mask don't change how it is
Just wanted to hear you say that you love me
But no you don't
You know that I was just chillin'
Afraid to be myself, and I can’t fuckin’ tell
Where my persona ends and the truth begins
Because I'm too deep in these lies and I’m fucked up
Can you coat it in a barrel of nails?
Take a nap on the train tracks next to the rail
Feel the wind of an airplane going over Mach 4
On a hot floor [?] the pain away
Because I'm stuck in the third dimension, on a pension
Not to mention the tension is gut-wrenchin'
And I don't know why I’d even bother to try when I wake up