Curse Me with Your Kiss Holding Absence

[Intro]
When I get to the pearly gates
I know there'll be no shame
In reaching out to you
And hoping that you call my name

[Verse 1]
One day I'm gonna let you know
I did my best to hide your ghost
In the floorboards down below
I'm blackened by your shadow
Even back when it all began
I knew there was more to this
I felt fire inside before
But no one else could tame it

[Pre-Chorus]
I doubt I'll ever find the peace inside
But what about the pieces that I've left behind?

[Chorus]
I dream of you
In colours that don't exist
Looking back on my life, all I know is this
I let you curse me with your kiss