ASHES Ronin (II)

I know you’ve moved on
And I get that, yeah I do
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you

Look, I am overthinking everything I've ever said to you and my demons are fucking me the fuck up
I am stuck in my own jail, a lock up
And I could try to try again and I could try to be your friend
But you will always be more to me even though I know what I want is something that we could never be

Fucked up times when we don’t talk at all
What if there wasn’t any pain, at all
What if we could just fast forward, to a time where there is no rain on our parade
A lovely day
It’s a hard fucking pill to swallow
But the toughest part is letting go, I know

And I could never promise you that anything would ever work
Because I am not trying to sell a dream to you, for what the fuck it’s worth
I am nothing but a drip in the sea and the day you moved on was the day everybody grew six feet taller than me

I know you’ve moved on
And I get that, yeah I do
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you