Smithhaven Mall R.A. The Rugged Man

[Intro]
This ugly motherfucker in the mirror (this fucking mirror)
Punch a hole through this mirror (what am I supposed to do?)
This faggot in the mirror (can't deal with this breathing shit)
I hate this breathing shit (life is fucked up)

[Verse 1]
Yo yo yo
I can't believe the way I'm feeling
I wake up still poor plus the pain that exists ain't never healing
(Day by day) day by day goes by time is wasted
My situation make me want to take a permanent vacation
I'd die for my pride plus I'm tired
I got no more respect left for the people in the past that I admired
(I'm not shit) I'm not shit (I'm not shit)
I won't be shit (I won't be shit)
I eat shit, I cut my veins and then I bleed shit
Plus kid, no man can be trusted
I lusted for the spare custard
I see the mirror close, fist got busted
I get no bitches cause I'm broke
The last bitch I had fucked my crew and tried to play me like a joke
It's getting closer to my big hour
I bought my first gun at SIG Sauer
Y'all know it's the only way to get power
But I ain't shit
Even with this gat, I ain't shit (I ain't shit)
Ten years down the line the same shit (I ain't shit)
I blame myself but at the same time blame society
If yo ass don't know me then yo ass shouldn't be trying me
Put the stick in my pants and grabbed the switchblade
That I got from my man the Harley Davidson rider
Better known as One-Eyed-Jake the Suffolk County biker
(I can't deal with this shit no more yo, oh man)
I start to feel the shit
I see this clique, they think they ill as shit
But they won't think they ill when I start killing shit