Lessons in Deception Survive This!

I've been patiently waiting for the perfect time to strike
It's not the hatred that I hold on you but I sure as hell became to like
I'm mistreating, misleading you
I've been searching for that perfect place
Where you and I come face to face
Believe me when I telly you this
It started with a simple kiss
So through it all the things we've seen
The rise the fall the inbetween
So for now I am a ghost so watch your back
If you could be lonely
I would be so happy
Because I can see everything you believe crashing like waves at sea
I could be wrong here
We've could've been so much more
But now I see everything we believe crashing like waves at sea
Now I'm secretly creeping through every little lie
Dissecting all the things you said, trying to get in your head
I'm believing you're decieving me
I opened up the door for you and I finally let you in
You pilled the pin cause I'm a hand granande
The bricks you laid the walls I made around my heart a barricade
Of sticks and stones the bones they break
I stitch these wounds to mend the hate
I hestitate
If you could be lonely
I would be so happy
Because I can see everything you believe crashing like waves at sea
I could be wrong here
We could've been so much more
But now I see everything we believe crashing like waves at sea
This is all the time we make for people that we choose to hate
We come to find ourselves within for people that we chose to mend
And what I've lost I paid the cost and crucified upon the cross
From through the night and to the day
The moring light will guide the way
If you could be lonely
I would be so happy
Because I can see everything you believe crashing like waves at sea
I could be wrong here
We could've been so much more
But now I see everything we believed crashing like waves at sea