Outside Zanski

I’ve waited far too long
I feel like a stranger in my own home
I grab the keys and I run
I really don’t wanna go alone

I went outside - you didn’t show
Run by your place, are you good to go?
Won’t you get in?
I’m so sick of feeling low

I cannot bear to lose - to see the edges
I cannot confess to you, that I’m defenceless
I cannot bear the truth - that I'm defenceless

I go the right way but it feels wrong
Flight’s so fucking short, but it feels so long
I could just sit around but it feels wrong
You can cut all my wires and break all my bones
It still feels dull, it still feels cold

I cannot bear to lose - to see the edges
I cannot confess to you, that I’m defenceless
I cannot bear the truth - that I'm defenceless