Dear God Sushi Soucy

[SUSHI]
Dear God
If you're really real, then I'm sorry I haven't reached out in a while
Since I was a child, I've been busy, you see
So I haven't had time to seek your company
I was under the impression that you had left
And your death I did grieve
I had simply grown out of the privilege to believe

Dear God
Things have gotten so bad that I'm asking an illusion for a lifeline or two
I thought that I'd be six feet under the ground
Before I would consider ever coming to you
I was under the impression that you had lеft
And your death I did grieve
I had simply grown out of thе privilege to believe

Dear God
I'm not sure if you're real, but if you're up there, I have one small request
Since everything else right now is shitty
Could you please cut me some slack?
I'm asking for just one good thing
One good thing

Could you make me famous?
I think that would make me happy, so
Just shower me in compliments
But never get too close
Give me my injection of attention
And just let me overdose
I graduated from law school in the top tier of my class
But I keep getting fired from the places I'm hired
And keeping a job is becoming a pain in the ass