Decent Audio 2nd Exit

[Chorus]
Wishing I could grab a [?]
She could tell me everything that really happened or what will
Till then I assume you all carry thoughts of ill
Will towards me used to have void that paranoia filled

[Verse 1]
He tells her silence is golden
She hears the silence erroding the stone that holds him
Like potent potions they're rollercoasting
She's feeling like the last one left
She's nowhere floating but she's over moaning
This series of events you know was showing a finale
No promotions or trailers just overdosing on emotions and failure
Cos no one's noticing her hopes and her prayers
And she don't know how it goes from open to closed in a day or so
And just the other day you uploaded photos on social networks
Love was the currency you showed your net worth
Now you just want to be alone your head hurts
That suits him cos he don't wanna speak he goes to bed first, amusing
To boot him or not to boot him It was not confusing
Tried to design the perfect tube but this was not the blueprint
She lost to two things desire and pain
She produced the smile [?]
But we know she's lying again it's insane
Guess that's how the story goes
The more she grieves, the more she blows weed
The more he cheats the more she knows
The reapers reaching for his soul
So we lead before we go play some decent audio