Depression Relief KayCyy (Ft. Lexii Alijai)

[Verse 1: KayCyy]
Truthfully, I'd rather break a leg
Then there be fighting with my head
Can't get outta bed, can't get outta bed
They don't understand me
Maybe the ones that's been through it
All the ones that's goin' through it
They might understand me, uh
Pay somebody to listen
Shoutout to my therapist
She told me that it's normal
Depression ain't no joke though

[Interlude]
And it came to pass
When the evil spirit from God was upon Saul
[?] that David took a harp, here comes his gift, and played with his-, with his hand
So Saul was refreshed
And was well, and the evil spirit departed from him

[Verse 2: KayCyy]
Damn, I try the meds, I'm scared to try the meds
Almost lost belief, it was hard to breathe
I was feeling anxious, aiming for the top
But I've been at my lowest, sometimes I really worry
At times I'm really weary, sometimes I need a break
I try to make it work, I'm showing you my worth
This type of freedom can't be forced
Testing my faith, got reinforced
Watching who I lay with, careful with my seed
Can't just plant it anywhere
It feels darker when you're in it
But the light ain't far from your spirit