Still Frame Citizen Soldier

[Verse 1]
The worst part about waking up
Is remembering why you wish that you did not
You get ten seconds of heaven until what you forgot
Puts you back at the bottom, ties you up in knots

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't know if I can do it all again

[Chorus]
Lately I've been living in a still frame
Pictures from the past that I cannot change
Stuck on replay
Can't turn off my brain
'Cause lately I've been living in a still frame
Of memories that only wanna kill me
The only escape is not being awake
Living in a still frame

[Verse 2]
I wish I could turn the white noise off
But every channel's static and the signal's lost
Yeah, I'm still surviving this, but at what cost
When every day gеts wasted on a painful pause

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I know I don't wanna do it all again