​antigravity Ocean Florist (Ft. ​Jane Remover)

[Verse 1: Ocean Florist]
It gets tough
I try my best
I'm a mess
I'm a mess
I'm fucked up
I need rest
You can see my ribs through my chest, boy I'm a mess
And I must confess
When I try my best
I slip up and I fall down, man, I'm a mess
Why do you love me through this shit
Stay above me through the shit
I'm so fuckin' full of it, oh

[Chorus: Ocean Florist]
Every time you look at me
I feel anti-gravity
Turn into my effigy
Every time you look at me
Every time I'm feelin' me
I feel anti-gravity
I'm just tryna get to be
Everything I wanna be

[Verse 2: dltzk]
I pray I get hit by a Wraith
I only feel up in this space
I'm cryin', don't look at my face
I'm livin' by my own pace
Guess I do not know what the date is
Why does everything feel like a race
Can't keep up, so I drop out today
'Cause I gotta go pick up the pace
I'm a fugitive to my own family, feel like a captive in my house
If anyone were to go find me, I'd be bleeding out my mouth
I talked to the ceiling, it said I got nothing to cry about
I don't read books no more, and I can't trust no word of mouth