​it’s a bad dream Vic Mensa & 93PUNX (Ft. Good Charlotte)

[Chorus 1: Vic Mensa & Good Charlotte]
I hide behind my madness
Outside, inside, I'm damaged
Suicide, it might get tragic
Maybe it’s a bad dream, maybe it's a bad dream
Every time I look at me
I try so hard but I can't seem
To find a shred of decency
But maybe it’s a good thing, it's a good thing

[Verse 1: Vic Mensa]
Addicted to my sadness
Just another of my bad, bad habits
This shit gets hard to manage
Manic-depressive, sociopathic
I attract mistakes like a magnet
Chase pussy like I'm playing in traffic
Till I crash it, end up in a casket
Maybe it's a good thing, is anybody listening? (Yeah)
Double fisting, driving like I'm drifting, yeah
Drunk, spinning on a couch, bitch, I'm Rick James, yeah
Half demon, half saint, that's a split-screen
Glad to be insane, mad for existing

[Refrain: Good Charlotte]
I'm giving up ’cause I don’t believe
I'm never gonna find a better part of me
I’m showing out, only what they see
I'm always running circles when I try to leave
This broken soul, but I can't let go
And I lose control when I'm on my own again