The Trigger Death in June

[Verse 1]
Not only did I lose you
I lost myself too
Fears on my pillow
Under the unlucky jew
All that trust, all that wishing
Is now rightly or wrongly missing
Not only did I lose you
I lost myself too

[Verse 2]
Not only did I lose you
I lost myself too
War wounds on my pillow
Under the unlucky jew
The crucifix on the wall
Protects not much at all
Not only did I lose you
I lost myself too

[Chorus]
Realistically there was no hope for me
Not even close, 'twas destiny
We are what we are, at least for today
But you and I lost our way
This dawn will be the one I lost
This dawn will be the one
I love last