Feels Like a Funeral Citizen Soldier

[Lyrics from snippet - updated upon full release]
Miracle, a heaven send, that's what they called her
Baby girl, but what's in mama's head, it ain't so wonderful
Hiding behind her smile, she doesn't know how to love her child
Tryna' care for and console what turned her heart into a hole
Sun still shining, people smiling
But it feels like a funeral, but it feels like a funeral
There's no reason for this grieving
But it feels like a funeral, but it feels like a funeral

[Verse]
2 am, her child cries but she feels so indifferent
Her friends all try to fix her, but they're ignorant
Talking too much to hear, the reason she's dying to disappear
And escape the living hell of being strong for someone else
Sun still shining, people smiling
But it feels like a funeral, but it feels like a funeral
There's no reason for this grieving
But it feels like a funeral, but it feels like a funeral