Changes Brooke Candy

[Chorus: Jack Antonoff]
Trying to be still
I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
I wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
Try to not be small
I wanna believe that someone never lets go
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
I wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out

[Verse 1: Brooke Candy]
Imma give it to you straight, no filter
Could live a million lives, but it never killed her
Was on the edge of dying, feeling unfulfilled
I could cry until I'm blind, lose my will to live
Forgot the point of trying when I woke up in a strange place
Look up to the sky asking, "Why?" with a blank face
How the world went grey, so they kept me in a nut house
Fork in the road and I had to take the hard route
Screamin' bloody murder, was afraid I'd never get out
Up against the wall 'til I had to let my guard down
Clawing at the walls, reach the middle, then I fall down
Try to call for help, but I couldn't make the call now
Chemical imbalance is a challenge, lemme vent
When the world is forcing you to steal just to pay the rent
I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?
Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor