The In Between Khloe Rose

[Intro]
"I'm not mad at her
I just don't want her to not hurt herself
Which is what she's doing"

[Verse 1]
I'm in over my head
At the point where I'm starting to dread your calls
And I know what comes next
The part where I convince you that you're better off
Won't respond, shrug you off, look away
I'm pulling back as you fall for me
Raise my guard, put my heart in a cage
Locking you out, but I don't wanna be

[Chorus]
Oh, this habit, I-I should fix it
I always mess things up, I admit it
I'm not the girl that you think you want
And you'd hate me too if I was ever honest
I got used to the secrecy, it's safer in the in between
I liked it 'til you wanted me, I'm safer in the in between

[Verse 2]
Madi says I'm just stressed
And my head's too clouded to be smart right now
So, if I had to guess
By spring, I'll realize she was right and hate myself
Sabotage something good out of fear
I know you'll show up in painful dreams
Want you back once you're no longer here
Born with a talent to ruin things