His, Yours, or Mine (All Epiphanies) Unwoman

I think a lot about all the things that I have broken
I look around at what remains, hoping
If I turn away will I be submerged in regretting
Or will I succeed in forgetting

For too long I've wanted a forbidden kiss to force me to decision
Chaos of lust is unstoppable and I am made of pure destruction
All epiphanies are false and my sweet words might never mean a thing
But I vacillate between two choices and a third could break the swing

I will win either way I choose
But either way I also lose
I am adrift, I can't decide
Whose desirе to satisfy: his, yours or mine

Those who don't fear mе want me
In this city full of men
Can I say no to them for you?
Can I say no to you for them?
(August 2008)