Fabricated Oricadia

[Chorus]
Gay, how you fuck with my head
Changed, now you wanted me dead
Pain, now you wanna see me used to
Now you wanna see me used to
I told them I would run away
Yet I stay the touch away
I don't wanna'die today
You told me that it's fabricated
I know don't elaborate it
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
Oh, I don't wanna

[Verse]
Shame, I'm way too easy
Let these people right beside me
Now they leach off my achievements, go away
I just go off of my feelings, I know really
I should try to never show what I'm feeling
I know that I've been fallin'
I know that I can't focus
I know that I'm so hopeless
I know
I know