Funeral Arrangements 156/Silence

I laugh at the facts that you redacted
Spat in the space of your traps
Maybe you'll catch what you're after
Same with the blessings you lacked
Call it what you want if that helps
Wings won't extend if they're singed
Breaking your bones as rehearsal

I think that I will attend this hellish, picture perfect landscape burning with the loosest grasp on your wrist
I wonder just how long I'll last when your wish is for me to be lesser than I can be
I know that you want my flesh and my veins for your support
You engorge once again
I feel as if I'm just your pig in a pеn
Waiting for your deceitful entrancе

You sent this hell in every meaning that you determined crucial
If I will begin resurrecting, rest assured that I won't leave alone
I won't leave

Now I'm all alone with my doubts
Where are the friends that I found throughout all my life?
Have they drowned?
Were they even there at all?
I knew I should have been around when there were talks of my meltdown
Watch what you say
It comes 'round and I remember it all when you come through