Not Much Left J-Formz

{Verse 1: J-Formz]

Man, I'm torn, because I'm grateful for the talent I got
On the other hand, I feel like I took a challenge and flopped
Got 50 fans, it's hard for me to argue I'm hot
The other part of me feels like it's hard to argue I'm not
Felt like I wanted you to know just why I'm losin my focus
Cause I was startin to notice that I was goin unnoticed
So, fuck it all, ain't wanna speak this pain out loud
And I ain't writin a song, son, I don't wanna feel proud
Was takin drugs and complainin, youd' think I softened myself
But I think I'm harder now, for not offin myself
Maybe I just cried wolf like one time too much
Cause I just ain't know how to deal with shit when times got tough
It's like my mind got stuck, and I just hope there's a reason
For all the shit that I'm sayin and the fact that I'm breathin
I put my pain on display, and let your eyes in my biz
Can only hope, when I'm gone, they recognize what I did
Can I live?

[Chorus: J-Formz & sample from Joe Budden - Unnecessary Pain]
Never sugar coat it when I hand it to the youth
Fell from all over the world and always landed in the booth
I hold music in such a high regard that, to this day, I still feel like it's destiny
And to these fans that I once gave my life for, I gotta tell you, that there's not much left of me
Yeah, and not that it's growin old
But, years of bearin my soul have taken its toll