Bottled Up REVERIE

CAN'T EVER GET ENOUGH OF THE SUN- NUMBER 1 THING I MISS ABOUT IT
THO I DOUBT IT'S ANYTHING THAT WOULD HAVE BEGUN
WITHOUT it BEING TAKEN FROM ME. LET IT COME
TO ME IN A METAPHOR, IN A COINCIDENCE. THROUGH THE DOOR-
GOT ME LISTENING TO MORE THAN JUST WORDS. LESSONS BEING HEARD
& THE KARMA THAT YOU DONT BELIEVE IN- YOU GON FEEL IT CREEP IN
& IT'S GONNA BE ALARMING. ALL DEFENSES WILL BE WORTHLESS, YOU AINT CHARMING
CHARRED THEE CHIPS & THE CARDS BE DISCARDED.
IT'S SUNDAY, NOW IM SEEING SATURDAY'S LOST,RETARDEDDDDD
(chorus)
Something stays inside of me even when I say I let it out
Swallow it back down my mouth
Theres nothing gold thats satisfying me
I got the potential essentials, come curious & gentle

(now)
I HARDLY CAN RECOGNIZE THIS BITCH IM LOOKING AT
EVERY MONTH SHE CHANGES WHAT IS CARRIED IN HER PLASTIC SACKS
IN FACT, SHE ROTATES PUPIL WIDTH & BODY WEIGHT
CAPTIVATE, CRUSH (CALIFORNIA STATE)!
EMBRACE THE WASTE THAT WE CREATE & HATE
THE DAYS THAT CREATED THE WAYS THAT WE COULDN'T EVER ESCAPE
I'D RATHER RELATE TO KILLERS THAN LAMES. NOT STUCK IN THIS GAME
BUT ANTICIPATE THE MOMENT THAT WAITS TO HAPPEN LIKE RAYS
OF SUNLIGHT HIDDEN IN SEATTLE HAZE
IS THERE ONLY ONE SHINING ? CUZ I CANNOT PASS THIS PHASE
THE AGE, THE PAGE, SOMETHING ABOUT IT DONT LAY CORRECTLY IN MY NOVEL
VOCABULARY? BITCH DRINK IT OUT THE FUCKEN BOTTLE!
FULL THROTTLE WHEN I MODEL MY SKILOS & MY MOTTOS
YOU THINK YOUR RAPS & MINE, ARE LIKE TOMATO & TOMATOHH?
NO. BITCH, THAT SHIT HAS GOTTA GO
YOU & RAPPING IS LIKE FLOWERS IN THE SNOW TRYNA GROW
IT'S NEVER GONNA HAPPEN, MORE IMPOSSIBLE THAN GNOMES-
LIVING IN MY BASEMENT. & I THINK THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW
(chorus)
Something stays inside of me even when I say I let it out
Swallow it back down my mouth
Theres nothing gold thats satisfying me
I got the potential essentials, come curious & gentle