​idmt ​​luvwillow

[Verse]
What is wrong with me? I must need therapy
Did I hurt you? I didn't mean too
I won't answer your texts, I won't pick up your calls
'Cause everything I do always falls
I'll write a silly song, so you can sing along
All of my friends are gone, I guess I'll carry on
It's not like you even care, you were never even there
But that's my fault, right? I guess life's unfair
What do I have to do to get through to you?
I have nothing to lose and that's my excuse
Maybe I'm better off dead, sometimes I wish I was dead
Had thorns all over my hand, to keep me full of life
I deserve better than this, I just want someone to care
Someone I can cry to, someone I could write to
I just wanted a friend, but you left in the end
Was it all just a lie, or did you want me to die?
Can you please text me when you don't need something
Look in the mirror and see what I'm becoming
I'm not proud of it, I'm not proud of this
I'm just tryna live, yeah, I'm just tryna live
I didn't mean to just trust really, it's my special therapy
Can you understand me? Do you understand me?
Struggle with the withdrawal, I can't do this at all
I'm always picked last, I never really was the first
I wish I could call you mine, wish I didn't get so bad
Wish you wouldn't get so mad and then I wouldn't be so sad
And there was hope in the dark for me, but it's dark, so I can't see
I think that I'm rude and there's my attitude
Sorry about that, I didn't mean to