​everything’s been going so well Field Medic

[Verse 1]
I think that I'm going crazy
I talk to myself more than anybody else
These days are so long and lonely
My mind feels like a prison cell

[Chorus]
How come no one gets to know me?
How come everyone is staring me down?
How come it feels like I'm losing?
When they all say that I'm making 'em proud
When they all say that I'm making 'em proud

[Verse 2]
Every day feels like a memory
I'm outside my body and can't make out the details
Just when I think I've found meaning
I remember I'm the stranger and no one really cares

[Chorus]
How come I had to quit drinking?
It kinda sucks to lose letting go of myself
The worst part is I'm so ungrateful
I'm too self absorbed and depressed
To see everything's going well