Nancy Rx Papi

[Intro]
Yeah
Real Rx
Real Rx
Yeah

[Verse]
Young nigga stressed the fuck out
I feel like the black nigga on Get Out
Roll the window down, hang the stick out
I hate bitches with a big mouth
They like, "Pap, why the fuck you always doing drugs?"
Why you never leave me alone and shut the fuck up?
I always hear shit when I'm all by myself
But clear as day it sound like somebody else
You never experienced nothing I did
And you never felt the ways that I felt
I'm talking to the pictures on the wall
'Cause that's the only time I see my dawg
Nigga, that shit broke every piece of my heart
Still wish to this day wish I ain't get that call
I'm talking to my nigga all night long
They looking at me like something wrong
Nigga, you don't even know what the fuck going on
I downed two Roxies, leave me alone
I drive fast as fuck for a reason
Maybe one day I'll go like Paul Walker
Everybody know Papi not a talker
I don't want your sympathy so don't even offer
I'm getting sick and I'm feeling nauseous
I keep having dreams seeing me in a coffin
They like, "Pap, why the fuck you thinking bout death?"
I watch my right, I watch my left
I empty this bitch 'til there's nothing left
The Grim Reaper fucking with my head
We having convos on the regular
I try and stay two steps ahead of him
I crack the Wock', it's my medicine
When I'm whipping rock, it's effortless
They say maybe I should go and see a therapist
I got problems ain't no cracker gon' care
I grew up feeling like I was never loved
I got love from the streets, it was what it was
Mama said if she could rewind time, she would
I said if I could rewind time, I wouldn't
It is what it is, Mama, I'm thugging
I get high and think about my big cousin
Other than Neph, closest thing to a brother
I ain't really that close with my lil' brother
We ain't got nothing in common with each other
When he was born, I was in jail
Hoping them crackers found me not guilty
Scared as fuck, paranoid as hell
I'm not religious, I grew up in hell
It's either you make it or you fail
I ain't like reading out loud in school
Other kids used to think I was a fool
I ain't have nice clothes, they ain't think I was fly
I used to wake up wanting to die
BK the one taught me how rob
I turned into a motherfucking problem
I ain't listening to Mama and I ain't going home
When the dog wrong, bet he find a bone
Corrupt as shit, running through my dome
Felt like I was better on my own
Learned a lot about life early on
Bitch, I move like Don Corleone
You can't rewind life, do-over or pause it
I got the stick on me while I'm walking
I wait outside your house just to rob you
Climb through your window, I used the garbage
Empty duffel bag to put your shit
I left out just as fast as I came in
I wish BK was with a nigga now
Up the stick and gun a nigga down
I keep hearing unfamiliar sounds
Don't turn the lights off, just turn them down
I don't sleep that good when I'm in the dark
Start having bad dreams fucking up my thoughts
Wake up out my sleep and I see my dawg
He not really there, but who I'm supposed to call?
I was 11 when I lost my faith in God
I go to jail, regain my faith in God
My first day out of jail somebody getting robbed
They say, "Papi, what’s your motherfucking problem?"
I was selling crack, I ain't go to prom
Crackers ain't put me in a cap and gown
Instead they jump out to pat me down
They know what the fuck I do when I'm around
I robbed every nigga I ever hung around
These niggas moving like some fucking clowns
I don't know why my grandma talk behind my back
Knowing damn well if she called me, I got her back
She gon' lie and act like she don't
But I know goddamn well that she do
You don't love me but I love you
Think you could [?] the one day, she'll come through