I was just at home 2mygrave

[Verse 1: SURGE]
Nothin' to do, nothin' to see
Time to kill, I might feel
Fall in my positivity that I can't seem to find right now
What can I do?
Whatever I need
Whatever I seek for a desire I carry with me
And my own [?] and I see
Another night and I breathe
Another day, I know
How'd I not know?
I do not show
But I can't fear
The moon turns white every time I look
The days go by every time I ignore what I can't desire
But I can't inspire before I turn down

[Verse 2: LXWLIFE]
I was just at home tryna work
But I made it worse
So I gotta merk everyone
I know that I gotta follow all my dirt
I ain't laid back
Hand on my shirt, white heart
I got blood foamin' down my fuckin' mouth
Shit goin' south, hold me down, where the clouds?
I need 2 other pieces for my room
Water from my crowd, water fallin' down
Stand around and-
Pitiful, beautiful, you decide my ritual
I [?], miserable
Heat to toe, money always old
I got [?] flow, I might fuck up when the toll
Don't you fall on me 'cause I might not fall back on the floor right now
Don't you fall back on a free fall
Oblivious [?]