No Angel 156/Silence

This distance persistently drilling
I proceed to push away all that has ever been gifted and the wishes are spilling
I can see my presence fading out and only if I listened I could fix this incision
Draw the pain away and drown everything in my existence just to rinse this revision
Feeding into what's been eating at me
I must seem to miss this more than bliss
Is it killing all that's left alive inside? I feel like this isn't living
Will you listen or fill it up with something that's above?

The constant plagues that keep on haunting me, following
Calling me to the offering underground
I can breathe, I can see
Weakеned, defiled, and faltеring
The fucking taste is hollowing
Causing me constant destruction
Carnage seeps into the veins of hostile fiends
Fostering all of this hatred harboring within decrepit carcasses
Cold as this coffin constructed from my sins
It feeds infections under skin
Thick and thin
Wearing me into lifelessness
I feel the friction
Tear at limbs, broken hymns
Pray for me and all my friends
Waste away as I did
I can see I'm here again
Giving up