9 - Yes, Today A.D. Carson (Ft. A.D. Carson)

"[1]
Yesterday I had to check myself a couple times—
Write a couple rhymes
Hit my brother line
Ask if it’s another sign

I ain’t had enough of trying
But I’m wearing down
Feels like another obstacle I’m staring down

And I feel like sharing now
So I tell him how I feel
He feel me and he tell me, “That’s how everybody feel.”

And I know it, but I wanna wallow just a little longer—
Stay up on the phone until I feel a little stronger

Judge me if you wanna. I ain’t got a worry
Tomorrow is another day. I ain’t tryna hurry

Vision kind of blurry. Hoping to see better
Better see the better in the day before it’s “Yes to…”

[2]
Last night I bought a bottle, and prob’ly shouldn’t be saying it
I ain’t drink it, but think it’s a metaphor for my day
It’s the way it can make you feel
Like nothing’s really a deal
The pleasure and the appeal
Is waiting behind the seal