Easier Hendersin

[Chorus 1]
Green as the grass, white as the snow
Everywhere I'm looking now
It seems easier
Just lean back and breathe the air
Washing away, watching as they
Slowly lose their shape it seems
Lighter on the shoulder

[Verse 1]
Yo, hindsights 2020, but it wasn't ideal
To the ones that went numb, now you know how I feel
And I been looking for some hope, but no luck where it got
When you get rid of ego you have nothing to hide
And when I get there, well that has yet to be seen
Thirteen years I think my wife has yet to be mean
I think my consciousness has dementia, it forgets that I [?]
Things that make me feel hurt to make me feel seen
To make me feel good, choose the same choice as I still would
Ironic that [?]
Smooth out the edges, the pain from the thorns
Where my flowers now, I don't wanna have to wait until they mourn
So I'm torn, yeah I'm ripping out my heart
Tryna be a beacon of light, it got me in the dark
When life is in a loop, it's hard not to spiral
It's sick what they do to get viral
I'm saying