Stand Alone Ramirez

[Intro]
MTM, hit 'em with the heat

[Verse 1: Ramirez]
Sometimes I can't sleep, 'cause the shit I think got me up
Drown myself in the sadness that I feel with the help of a pill cup
Long days, long nights, I fight, tryna use up all my might
Can't figure out if I'm wrong or right, stuck in the darkness, I cannot find light
Pullin' the rose, straight out the garden, watching it die
Beauty is pain, but pain is something that's ugly and rotten inside
Sit by your bed, feelin' too helpless, there's not much to do but sit there and cry
Rip up your letters that give me the reason, but never the answer to why

[Chorus: Ramirez]
Nooses hang, bodies drain
Find a vein, it's all the same, carry the pain
I stand alone in the pourin' rain, shackled in chain
Try your hardest to remain, as well maintain
Nooses hang, bodies drain
Find a vein, it's all the same, carry the pain
I stand alone in the pourin' rain, shackled in chain
Try your hardest to remain, as well maintain

[Verse 2: Ramirez]
Don't hold me back, just let me go, same as the river flows
Watch the wind just take me, everything I love that stayed back home
I can't trust nobody like I trust myself and trust my chrome
I carry around my problems inside of this styrofoam
I've been thinking of a way to end it all right where I lay
Everything I pleaded has been unanswered, so I don't pray
I'll be sitting here and hopin' that you don't leave and you'll stay
Fall into my vices, I just watched myself dig my own grave