Soul Searchin’ Futuristic

[Verse 1]
Soul searching
Days like this I wish I didn't get phone service
Self-destructing sometimes it seems like it's on purpose
My biggest fear is going through life with the wrong person
Question it, is it all worth it?
When you think of death, do you get all nervous?
I spend my life tryna shine through them drown curtains
Tucking on my problems, pretending like it was all perfect
Then Love Yourz hit me
The grass is always greener, I need to cherish who with me
Complicated love it feel like Bobby next to Whitney
I need someone in the spot like just so I know that they get me
I wish she was she lost my confidence
I never turned her faith, I always moved on off commonsense
I let my happiness only stem from accomplishments and now I'm falling off so I'm suffering from the consequences
The more I'm speaking positive, the less they listen
And the more that I'm evolving, they just reminiscing
And the more I get rejected, then the less I do
I lost my love for this shit, and I blame you

[Interlude]
And I'm soul searching
Soul searching, soul searching oh no no
Soul searching, soul searching, soul searching