Hold U Up Esham

[Intro]
Sometimes that shit [?]

[Verse 1]
I been around the world, I seen a lot of bitches come and go
And if you wanna know act like a woman ho
I got no time for your little games
If you don't wanna be with me I know a thousand different bitches names
I know I always bring the drama
I make you wanna leave me and go back home with your crazy mama
I ain't got nothin' else to tell ya except
I'm a natural born failure always fuckin' up
I know sometimes I make you cry
I stay out all night and come home high and don't have a alibi
It seems I got no reasons why
I did some suicidal murder ridin' hopin' one day I fuckin' die
These circumstances got me noid
It seems I can't avoid how ya analyze my lies like Sigmund Freud
And so I'm askin' for forgiveness
I don't even know why I did this, you used to be my baby

[Chorus: Zelah Williams]
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up (I ain't even tryin' to hold you up)
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up ([?])
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up (I ain't even tryin' to hold you up)
I ain't even tryin' to hold you up ([?])