Worship What I Hate Lady A

[Verse 1]
I keep looking at myself in the mirror
Hopin' it will change
And I keep wishing for a brand-new body
That I didn't have to blame
I'm seein' every flaw, like a failure
I'm usin' every cure, like a savior
Like tryna build a church out of all my hurt
When it really needs grace

[Chorus]
I gave all my time to nothin'
I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[Verse 2]
Half a bottle of red just before bed
Is the only way I dream
Before I rеally wake up
The first thing I touch is a button on a screen
I'm not guilty of leavin', not stickin' around
I'm guilty of stayin' and just chеckin' out
Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out
On what's in front of me