[Verse 1]
By the time you hear this I'm probably already too far gone
Been a couple years now that I've been inside my thoughts
They're gon' probably tweet about me saying this is all my fault
But really I'm on the other side, I've been blamin' it on y'all
Right, 'cause y'all don't understand, y'all ain't ever walked inside my shoes
Boy, I've been faithful and I done paid my dues
Still get forgotten and I don't like to lose
But really admit it, you know it's all I do
I'm not like you
I hate my life, I ain't got no dad
I ain't got no money, I gave all that I had
Get a little results
I can't do this again, I put this all to an end
I'll see you around when I'm dеad
And don't you dare come around and try and act like my friеnd
I've been crying out for help for a while now
Grandma told me not to give it up 'cause I'm God's child
I ain't hearing nothing lately, where is He at now?
Got a bright smile so they think that I'm flourishing
I just put a caption up explaining my depression
Still nobody thinks I need a little bit of encouragement
Boy, I've been hurting man, boy, I've been hurting man
I saw my homie battle depression at sixteen
I've been crying behind doors, but when I'm in public I give a big cheese
Ain't nobody really gonna miss me
They don't show me love while I'm still here
I've been working and working and nothing is working
And it didn't get any better, my heart is steady hurting
I've been trying to worship and give my heart to the church
And I ain't been seeing progression, in fact, it's all getting worse
Look, if I'm called why've I been losing jobs?
Why I've been struggling just to get out the box?
Finally get to the top, finally get to the Heavens and actually get to your heart
Can't explain it, but I feel like I've been set up from the start
Dang, dang, yeah
I feel like.. I feel like..
Yeah, I'm finna go in it all 'cause I don't wanna be alive no more
I don't want to have to cry no more
They keep telling me go outside, but I don't wanna see the sunshine no more
I just wanna stay behind this door and be and be and be
Present in depression
Uh, I'll be neckdeep in it 'til I'm beheaded
When I die they gon' all try to seek vengeance
Know I should seek the King's presence, but forget that I'm done
By the time you hear this I'm probably already too far gone
Been a couple years now that I've been inside my thoughts
They're gon' probably tweet about me saying this is all my fault
But really I'm on the other side, I've been blamin' it on y'all
Right, 'cause y'all don't understand, y'all ain't ever walked inside my shoes
Boy, I've been faithful and I done paid my dues
Still get forgotten and I don't like to lose
But really admit it, you know it's all I do
I'm not like you
I hate my life, I ain't got no dad
I ain't got no money, I gave all that I had
Get a little results
I can't do this again, I put this all to an end
I'll see you around when I'm dеad
And don't you dare come around and try and act like my friеnd
I've been crying out for help for a while now
Grandma told me not to give it up 'cause I'm God's child
I ain't hearing nothing lately, where is He at now?
Got a bright smile so they think that I'm flourishing
I just put a caption up explaining my depression
Still nobody thinks I need a little bit of encouragement
Boy, I've been hurting man, boy, I've been hurting man
I saw my homie battle depression at sixteen
I've been crying behind doors, but when I'm in public I give a big cheese
Ain't nobody really gonna miss me
They don't show me love while I'm still here
I've been working and working and nothing is working
And it didn't get any better, my heart is steady hurting
I've been trying to worship and give my heart to the church
And I ain't been seeing progression, in fact, it's all getting worse
Look, if I'm called why've I been losing jobs?
Why I've been struggling just to get out the box?
Finally get to the top, finally get to the Heavens and actually get to your heart
Can't explain it, but I feel like I've been set up from the start
Dang, dang, yeah
I feel like.. I feel like..
Yeah, I'm finna go in it all 'cause I don't wanna be alive no more
I don't want to have to cry no more
They keep telling me go outside, but I don't wanna see the sunshine no more
I just wanna stay behind this door and be and be and be
Present in depression
Uh, I'll be neckdeep in it 'til I'm beheaded
When I die they gon' all try to seek vengeance
Know I should seek the King's presence, but forget that I'm done
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