Eager ​eli. (USA)

It's getting hard to remember
All the ways that I've failed
When it comes down to women
I never will prevail

Cause it is hard just to see them
As people that I can trust
I never act like myself
I always fuck it up

Always say the worst thing
In the worst way
Ramble on, like I need to fill an essay
I play along like an old cliche
I never know how to make them stay

Tell myself it'll be okay
Even though I don't believe, I sit and pray
Need a miracle to get me through this day
Jеsus come and take me away

I fеll in love with a bad bitch
Maybe out a habit
Told her that I loved her
On the second date, imagine
Couldn't make out what she said back to me through her laughing
Left me all alone in JC
Penny's like a savage