​fucked up ​​luvwillow (Ft. disoc8)

[Verse 1: luvwillow]
You made me fucking open up my eyes
When you held my hand, it caught me by surprise
I shouldn't be alive and we both know that
Baby, I'm not coming back
Break my heart for the very fucking last time
I spend most nights writing about you and getting high
If I died tonight, honestly, I wouldn't mind
Baby, I don't care, my life's going nowhere

[Chorus: luvwillow]
Fucked up, baby, we're so fucked up together
Fucked up, baby, I been fucked up since forever
Fucked up, baby, we're so fucked up together
Fucked up, baby, I been fucked up since forever

[Verse 2: luvwillow]
I remember your red hair from last year
I remember you left me there breaking down in tears
No matter what I do, you just fucking push me to the side
I've been taking pills and sleeping in, tryna pass the time
I wanna tear my heart out so I don't love you anymore
I tried my best to help but you always slam the door
Is this what love is like or am I too young to get it
I feel like I'm dead and I know where I'm headed