CONTRADICTIONS Coast Contra

[Verse 1: Taj]
Have you ever been a rich nigga? - Nah not me
I got just enough to tell myself - God got me
Chose to take a leap of faith instead of living on the edge
Find comfort knowing God gon come through in the end
It keep me humbled
Keep me grounded even when I stumble
Keep me human knowing when I need help whenever I'm in trouble
But I'll confess, want shit to change
Want the '88 Benz wood grain, switchin lanes
Pick up every tab flying first class on planes
Give my family shit they never had
Buy my wife her first Chanel bag
She think I'm next to be a rich nigga, I believe her
Biggest fear is I get rich and feel like I no longer need ya
I'm scared I won't recognize my blessings
Stop living life within abundance, tighten my grip on all of my possessions
Should it come with that
The bottom of the fall is that with everything I got, I don't give back
To none of y'all
Due to my ambitions, I face contradictions
Maybe I'm just trippin
Lately I been feelin I want everything to change
...But want everything to stay the same, uh
Started with a vision but it met conditions
God give me the wisdom to make good decisions
Cuz I'm welcoming the change
Just hope the best of me can still remain