Smile Tom MacDonald, Brandon Hart & Nova Rockafeller

[Verse 1: Tom MacDonald]
Last night I broke down crying
Turned my TV on 'cause I don’t like the silence
Took the razor blades and my prescription pills
And put 'em in the box and did my best to hide 'em
’Cause last night I felt like dying
Googled "suicide" and thought that I might try it
I was scared that I'd screw up and I'd survive it
So I went to sleep, today I woke up smiling
I've read the books, I took the pills
When I got a therapist and talked a lil'
I keep going to the doctor with a brand new problem that antibiotics can't seem to heal
I hide how I feel from my family and friends
'Cause if you never been deprеssed, then it don't make sеnse
It’s hard to admit there’s a voice in your head
And you're listening to every bad thing that it says, like
Last night I felt like dying
Maybe it’s my serotonin, it's inside my mind
And I need Cyprulex, I need a doctor's guidance
Like, how can a guy wanna fight with science?
Tough times never last, but tough people do
If the glass half full, you still got the juice
And if the plane gon' crash and you ain’t pack a shoot
Then kick back and relax and enjoy the view

[Chorus: Tom MacDonald, with Nova Rockafeller]
When I feel like I'm drowning, I'd rather be dead
I feel like it's loud, it's all inside my head
I feel like I'm surrounded, it might be awhile
Before I come around, remember how to smile
When I feel like I'm drowning, I'd rather be dead
I feel like it's loud, it's all inside my head
I feel like I'm surrounded, it might be awhile
Before I come around, remember how to smile