[Verse 1]
I created those around me
Though, I don't know which is worse
'Cause playing god is funny 'til you have to choose who's dying first
I became the thing I feared, taking their lives in my hand
My innocence had consequences that I still don't understand
I was told that I was vital in the plan to save my life
So I promised mine in hopes I'd be the one holding the knife
Our bodies were the vehicle, transporters of the soul
I was young and bold and stupid in a six-foot self-dug hole
[Chorus]
Was I thе only one to question anything they said?
I takе it back, I'll follow 'til I fly or 'til I'm dead
My immortal evolutionary traits are still intact
I am unapologetic for the sympathy I lacked
I left my body back in California 'cause I'm weak
Overdosed on phenobarbital, It's part of my mystique
[Verse 2]
So, in '97, I gave up my future
I'd been raised to reject my human nature
In the hopes that I'd be praised
I thought SOS meant "save our souls"
Instead, it meant jack shit
'Cause nobody came to help me when I told myself I'd quit
I trusted blindly, was it wrong for me to latch on tight?
'Cause I didn't realize nettles stung and apples weren't all white
Ignorance is bliss or maybe ignorance is bait
'Cause I didn't deserve heaven, but I'm standing at its gate
I created those around me
Though, I don't know which is worse
'Cause playing god is funny 'til you have to choose who's dying first
I became the thing I feared, taking their lives in my hand
My innocence had consequences that I still don't understand
I was told that I was vital in the plan to save my life
So I promised mine in hopes I'd be the one holding the knife
Our bodies were the vehicle, transporters of the soul
I was young and bold and stupid in a six-foot self-dug hole
[Chorus]
Was I thе only one to question anything they said?
I takе it back, I'll follow 'til I fly or 'til I'm dead
My immortal evolutionary traits are still intact
I am unapologetic for the sympathy I lacked
I left my body back in California 'cause I'm weak
Overdosed on phenobarbital, It's part of my mystique
[Verse 2]
So, in '97, I gave up my future
I'd been raised to reject my human nature
In the hopes that I'd be praised
I thought SOS meant "save our souls"
Instead, it meant jack shit
'Cause nobody came to help me when I told myself I'd quit
I trusted blindly, was it wrong for me to latch on tight?
'Cause I didn't realize nettles stung and apples weren't all white
Ignorance is bliss or maybe ignorance is bait
'Cause I didn't deserve heaven, but I'm standing at its gate
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