Nocturnal (original demo) MOTHICA

[Intro]
I'm cut up, stuck inside a dream
I'm so damn scared of what I'm gonna see
My books get loud, so I can't fall asleep
Nocturnal, Nocturnal

[Verse 1]
Tried self-destruction 'til I couldn't function
I hurt myself, hated myself, it didn't help me
Tried self-control, tried letting go
To heal myself, I went to Hell, I hope you know

[Pre-Chorus]
What it's like to fight your mind
When your skin still crawls at night
I pretend that I'm all right 'til the lights go out

[Chorus]
I'm cut up, stuck inside a dream
I'm so damn scared of what I'm gonna see
My books get loud, so I can't fall asleep
Nocturnal, Nocturnal

[Verse 2]
Lost in the static, I can't move past it
I got this far, I need the dark, a little madness
A little patience, some kind of saving
Keep circling to find another life worth chasing