Weight Caskey

[Verse 1]
Some of my homies don't even recognize that I got so much weight on my shoulders
They think I'm rollin' around in foreign motors, they callin' me up for closure
I don't understand how it could be over
How you gon' hold me down? I'm drownin' in soda
I take the blame for every mistake that I ever made, but some of you playin'
Some of you people really flawed, you changin' your ways
You passin' judgement on your dogs, got somethin' to say
You couldn't set your pride aside, but I left my name wrote in stone like every time
Now I'm just a rollin' stone of "neverminds"
Some people try tellin' me I should sever ties
But I went in my heart and reminisced on better times
Is your soul on sale?
Momma still tryna get up out the cycle of struggle
She like just turned fifty, I'm tryna see her for double
Label threw me a little check, but that shit really subtle
That money disappear as quick as your hustle
And I still, still got the world on my shoulders
People only see the lights and exposure
Got me smokin' on high hemp
This shit got me drownin' in doja
Think my momma right, this a indulgent
It's broken, erosion, this moment is frozen
I'm tossin' and turnin', I'm lost in commotion
I can't even control it, I fear
I just pray the Lord know that I'm sincere, yeah